Not only did i feel the same way but my story is documented in pretty extensive detail … take a look for yourself my friend …
& my FULL WEBSITE … http://www.hairsite.com/hair-loss/board_entry-id-56783-page-5-category-2-order-last_answer-descasc-DESC.html
One of the main things i remember going through was seeing as how no matter what anyone said about what TO or NOT TO place importance on (ex; looks, weight, hair, income earned, car driven … etc…) it NEVER HELPED.
I dont need hair to operate but I LOOK BETTER. I FEEL BETTER.
I dont need my Mercedes SUV but I LOVE TO DRIVE, I LOVE THE FEELING (an a-b car doesnt do it for me)
I dont NEED TO LIVE ON THE WATER… but its something that inspires me EVERYDAY TO MOVE FORWARD. At 28 when I drive out my driveway everyone around my is a millionare, I like that inspiring feeling ( we are products of our environment, i feel inspired to push forward everyday when i see my neighbor waxing his prized Lamborghini Muira.)
All we really need in life on a basic level is food, shelter and clothing. But to get by EVERYDAY in this world some of us in order to be on the top of our game have to be happy ALL AROUND, physically and mentally.
With my HT and my experience with the Armani group I NEVER WANT TO GO BACK TO THE WAY I WAS.
Im in the film/music business and being around people is a main part of my newer business model. And i remeber B4 my HT how I was on the verge of losing EVERYTHING.
I never wanted to leave the studio, never wanted to socialize, ALWAYS WORE HATS, never dressed up because a HAT WONT WORK, it was depressing.
Now some of you may say that hair was NOT MY PROBLEM and you are partially CORRECT.
However the way I felt when I looked in the mirror was incredibly painful. I just looked TERRIBLE.
Now im not a hypocrite to sit here and tell you I am STRONG and mentally who needs hair its whats on the inside that counts …
I get and always got my strength from my looks. Not neccesarily because im Brad Pitt, but because my confidence, my charm, my charisma towards men and women, kids and businessmen, EVERYONE, stemmed from my confidence which in my case I got from the way people saw me physically.
When I lost that… I noticed serious problems…
Weight gain out of control, ZERO SOCIAL ABILITIES, no motivation, tired all the time etc, etc …
Thats what it was FOR ME. I dont judge anyone but thats what it was FOR ME.
After my HT… man o man…
Its like someone turned on the lights after being in darkness forever…
I COULDNT STOP SMILING. I never wanted to be in… always out (even with my BLUE MED CAP ON !!!.. ok i told people it was from minor brain surgury to get some sympathetic glaces i must admit LOL)
I closed more contracts WITH THE MED CAP ON that I did since I opened my buisness.
Then for the first time in about 4 years…
I put on a suit. I felt incredible. I felt indestructable. I felt like me.
And for whatever reason it happened… I closed (about 3 months later) a 50 milliuon dollar feature film to do all the voice over work.
This was not just the largest contract my company ever saw, but since then, it pales in comparision to where we are as a company.
Some haters TRIED to say how this could of still happened WITHOUIT my HT, but i NEVER GAVE UP FIGHTING MY POINT.
In MY CASE, FOR ME, not anyone else… it was the start of the rest of my life… I was REBORN.
And on a side note, the service as you all know from my posts taht i receieved from the Armani organization was SO INSPIRING that I left feeling incredible.
As an artist being exposed to all his beautiful art in this cleanly designed office added to my REBORN feeling.
It was a surreal experience and even today I still feel on top of the world…
As ove ALWAYS SAID on this forum … its NOT ABOUT THE HT, but what the HT does to your soul.
Thats my take my friend… Do with it as you wish
Godspeed my friend